English in Lublin

Apr 2

It’s been a month (or so) since I parted with R. I actually cannot believe that it’s over…it all feels somewhat surreal, to say the least.
When I wake in the morning (for the past two years) I have to admit that, my boyfriend wasn’t the first thing I thought about. I woke up and thought about myself, Johnny Depp, or more likely, my family, my parents and my wardrobe!
I probably wasn’t the perfect girl. I spoke my mind, threw insults every now and then and on the surface, didn’t treat him like a boyfriend. Suffice to say, he didn’t act like one either.
I don’t know who to blame for the breakup. I don’t know if it was mutually decided or if I was the one who called the shots. I don’t know if I meant the things I said or if he intended to do the things he did. All [...]